Ow Hun I'm sending hugs to u, I'm unsure of what advice to give but just think it's ur body and pregnancy can be hard no matter what age u are but also such a miracle I have a girl and was very young when I had her but now she's here I'm so glad, the only one whO can desided if u want to carry a child is u, I hope u can sort this out xx. We just did a frozen transfer in Dec. that resulted in a chemical pregnancy and the rest of our embryos did not survive ( overall we lost six and were shocked) We were so sure that we would have one or two more from our frosties and were devastated with how it turned out. We have already spent 25k of our own money on fertility treatments.To have more means to start all over again and that means a huge chunk of money again.